Smut

Is writing smut so bad?  If so, why?  Is it because people can’t handle the idea of someone’s dark and treacherous thoughts?  Is it that they are scared of their own devious side and they don’t like it being pointed out to them when others have the same thoughts?  Maybe merely its thought to be private and don’t think anyone else should be sharing it.  Why shouldn’t celebrate smut for what it is?  A sexual release.  Its no different than what you see on TV or hear in music.  Why does the written form get attacked so much?

Its probably an entire combination of things.  One of the higher reasons, I believe, is because writing is always held as an intellectual thing to do.  Simply put, stupid people don’t read and giving into carnal instincts inside seen as being something intelligent people do.  They don’t like thinking they are animals who have bad sides to them and kinky nature.

I’m not going to research it because I’m writing from the cuff but I believe Oscar Wilde was known to be one of the more kinky individuals of his time.  Rumored to be bisexual himself and quite a charmer.  He was also thought to be risqué and known to be a great writer but ridiculed because of his debauchery.  Good on him I say.  I’ve got a part of me that strives to be like him.  If I were going to emulate anyone he would probably be my first choice.  Supposed closeted bisexual.  Witty.  Charming.  Loved by women.  Writer.  Intelligent.  I would imagine he would be a kinky individual as well.  Pretty much me now if I weren’t married.

When I first got serious about my writing a few years ago I came across a woman who was making a good living writing smut.  She had done an interview where she talked about it and how you just get to write the things that turn you on.  If you wrote enough and hit enough of the right kinks you could make a decent living off of a .99 cent book being read by a few hundred people online.  That idea sounded amazing to me.  I’d always been a great pervert.  I was my main source of arousal.  My mind could take me anywhere.  I’d have sexual conversations with all kinds of women online and we’d fool around with each other in a chat room or over a messenger.  If I could monetize that I’d be rollin!

But then I thought no.  No.  No I want to be a REAL writer.  I want to write and be proud of what I’m doing.  I want to write a novel and see it on book shelves.  I don’t want my name attached to filth.

So I gave it up.  I kept the little bit I wrote up to that point but I stopped pursuing and researching the idea.  Then I had the idea for this blog.  I didn’t do much with it but it was still here when I came back to it.  Twitter helped.  Twitter got me going and gave me more of an audience.  All I need to do is hit the right hashtag and get an audience I never would have had before.  Now I’m playing with formatting and images.  Nothing has blown up yet but its fun.  I’m enjoying the writing.  I’m enjoying the naughtiness.

I want one of my fantasy escort girls to read something I’ve written and hear how it turned them on.  Of course to do that I’ll probably have to get away from my cuckold, sissy, femdom fetish I’ve had lately.  They may enjoy the femdom part though, but not the humiliation stuff so much.  Women like to see a strong female character, as do I.  I love writing from the female perspective.  I love to make her strong and in control.  Partially because I’m such a pathetic little cuckold and the other part because I love women.

So I’m enjoying writing smut.  I’m not great at it, I don’t think.  At least not yet.  I’m practicing.  I’m playing around with things.  I want to turn you on.  I want to make you read something and blush.  I want to make you feel something and wonder what the hell just happened and why are you touching your cock, pussy, breasts, ass.  I want to write something you orgasm to.  I want to write smut for you because I love it.

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