Sex should be fun

Another Sunday, another post.

I came into today thinking about what I wanted to write about.  I started my day 4 hours ago with the intention of getting on here and writing some smut and jerking off to it then going along with my day but I couldn’t decide what I wanted to write about.  Not for lack of topics just lack of focus.

I couldn’t narrow in on an idea that I wanted to play with so I just trolled twitter, my alternative-alternative account (opposed to this just being my alternative account.  Yes, I have many layers), and found someone to jerk off with to the point of climax.  Then after a couple hours of distractions I made my way back here and was still blank on what I wanted to write about, then I figured why not write about something honest: Sex should be fun, not a chore. Continue reading

I want to be a girl

No, not in the sense that I want a sex change or to start going out in women’s clothing and having everyone I know address me as a female name.  As hot as the latter would be in a sexual play type of way its not something I even think about remotely as a desire outside of the bedroom.  That is merely just a bit of my humiliation/feminization fetish wanting to come out and play.  I want to be a girl in the sense that I would love to have been born a female.

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Scattered mind into the depths

**EDIT:  After writing this I’ve decided to pre-warn that this is merely just jerk-off fodder.  Proceed at your own risk.  🙂

I’m all over the place right now and I can’t quite place my thoughts.  The only thing I do know is that I’m really fucking in need of some pussy.  I don’t even care what I would be doing with it.  I could kiss it, lick it, fuck it.  I could be smothered by it.  I could be teased by it.  I could go for all kinds of dark taboo fantasies.  Anything, just give me a hot girl and a lovely pussy and let her loose on me.

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Messy girls


Where we find them

 When a guy is young he’s introduced to the world of women by only what he knows which is typically TV, movies, magazines, etc.  Pop culture.  Made up beauties that aren’t real but are flawlessly highlighted and coated over to make them seem immaculate.  He then moves to porn, typically, where to doesn’t really get any better.  Most of the time its worse.  The girls are enhanced in nearly every department.  Their acting is terrible and every little tweak and feeling seems like someone is pressing the easy button.  It only sustains you for so long before you are desensitized.  Then the natural evolution is to the internet.  Now the internet is not perfect but it provides a plethora of options for those looking to escape the same “perfect” girls.

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As you may have noticed if you’ve read my blog I’ve got a bit of an eclectic taste when it comes to sex.  I don’t ever like defining myself as something but if you had to put me on a team I’d be on the bisexual team.  I love women and would never give them up for anything (unless we’re playing a game of “your my bitch” in which I’m the bitch) but I also have an affinity for cock.  This particular team I’m on really plays well with my latest all consuming interest of the past year or three, being a cuckold. Continue reading


I recently decided to fire this blog back up with the intention of having an alternate side of view to my normal one.  I’m trying to develop my writing skills but at the same time don’t want to scare away any normals with explicit talk and references so I figured it best to have an alternate means of expression, hence this little piece of heaven. Continue reading